Shortly after I asked for prayer… I felt the suppression lifted. It was enough to allow me to make the next step. I reached out to the spiritual formation director from a nearby church- she comes into the coffee shop every day, where I work… so I had already started to form a relationship with her. I asked if I could come in and share with her about some things going on in my heart in search of an accountability partner. God was at work and she offered meeting with me an hour every other week to be that accountablility and help me become even more connected with other Christians. My spirit was also freed enough to reach out to another spiritual formation director, whom I had previously worked and met with regularly for accountability and prayer. I meet with her over skype every other week. This way it gives me accountability each week without taking up too much time a single person’s schedule. And I have to tell you, changes have already come. Many great things have begun to happen… and of course some sadness here and there, but I’ve been able to see through a new lense in such a positive light… a Godly sorrow. I feel so blessed to have the prayer support of such Godly friendships. To be able to call upon them during a time of need and feel the healing power of God has just been remarkable. Earlier this week I picked up A W Tozer’s “The Knowledge of the Holy” and have been having some deep internal evaluation with this reading. God’s light is shining thru the darkness and revealing a much clearer picture to me. Just as I noted earlier that changes are happening, I am preparing to move. At this point I’m not sure where God is sending me, but I know and have the strength to move out of the situation that has currently been a culprit to the suppression I believe. My new spiritual mentor has offered up a room for me to stay until I receive God’s vision for the next step. So please continue praying as I make this transition; a transition that has no answers for the future, all I hear is Him saying March, but its just enough information to get me one more step forward.