I have disappeared; leaving behind no evidence of where I am, not a phone call or google search will reveal the depths of where I’ve gone. I need an escape from life, a few days of uninterrupted peace. A place where the burdens, drama and realities can not find me and distractions won’t be mistaken as answers. Life and love is meaningless in a lost soul. It is aching. That is how I feel waking up in paradise and falling asleep to magenta sunsets.

I hope to get lost in a fantasy that brings out my inhibitions and unlocks fear. I crave the raw core of my heart to be revealed. What am I most afraid of? What is it I want more than anything in the world? I pray for a revelation of biblical magnitude and the strength to follow it.